I'm a couple of weeks into a Lite Rose Dieta, yet it took a while to connect with Rose today...
I could sense expectation from her within me, and knew it was totally repelling her arrival. So I started to flit between “open desire” and “expectation”, exploring the differences in their energetic imprint.
Slowly, as I embodied the former, she started to emerge as a light pink energy, swirling, dancing and laughing before me. She was joyous.
I smiled... and felt a twinge of envy.
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I started asking her about her energy streams. She seems really feminine in nature, but does she have masculine too?
She said she does have masculine because everything has masculine and feminine inside of them.
I asked her for more detail about the masculine/feminine proportions, almost trying to deconstruct her, break her down into her sum parts; if I can “figure her out” then I can recreate her beingness somehow within myself.
Attachment.
She pooh-poohed this with a pink wave, and just said, It’s her unique coding, it doesn’t matter. All that matters is that she is constantly embodying the sacred version of the masculine and feminine within her.
As I observed her: so light, carefree, joyous. I asked her, How is it that you are so open? So expressive? So TRUSTING??
She explained, It doesn’t come out of nowhere. In some ways it takes her a huge amount of groundwork to reach what I saw before me.
Like what? I asked, curious.
She said that she has absolutely no resistance to her divine coding, and she has absolutely no resistance to the physical vessel into which her divine coding emerges: her body.
To her, both are “of Spirit,” and so she invites both in.
I asked what does this mean for feeling Trust?
It means, she is extremely trusting of her vessel, her body, and her roots.
She will weave her roots way down into the earth and use her instincts to tell her – with all certainty – if the earth is nourished, sturdy, and has the longevity of sustenance she needs to come into her fullest Rose potential.
She then works her potential into this fullest possible expression, based on what’s available to her, without judgement – based purely what Truth is before her.
21-Day Heart Immersion
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She goes on to explain that women have too much rejection of their vessel, of their roots, so the body does not feel confident enough to fully express its soul-coding in human form.
We need to learn how to sink into our roots, into our environment, into its nuances, and listen to – and trust – what our vessel feeds back to us.
I then asked about her expressiveness, that I feel like I have so much (what feels like) calcification upon the coding of who I am.
She said to continue to call in the light, the Source energy. This does wonders for you on an energetic level (like you would not believe). And, also, challenge the structures that you live within, so they start to weaken, and break apart.
If you constantly put pressure on these calcified structures, she says, “work” them back and forth, eventually they will break and crumble, and the full coding of who you are will be free to move through – and out of – your vessel.
She’s laughing and dancing again.
Confidently, I asked her, Can you help me to work on some of these calcified structures within?
No, she said.
“No?” I felt myself recoil: sad, upset, closed, rejected.
“No,” then, “how did that make you feel? How did that affect your body?”
It made my heart close. I felt myself shut down, like you didn’t want me or I was rejected in some way.
She said, This is the lesson. Any time someone says “No” to you, it’s always about them, even when it seems like it’s about you.”
21-Day Heart Immersion
Vibrancy. Aliveness. Richness. Depth. Magic.
You're invited on a journey from your head to your heart.
6 Nourishing Live Calls; 10 Trees Planted; Group Rose Dieta
Starts Monday 6th January 2020
I started to see others saying “No” to me, and went deeper into it...
It looks like they don’t want to be around me. Sometimes that IS true, yet when this happens, there is always something within them that is driving them to have that response toward me.
It’s just a pain, a wound, or simply some kind of un-definable dissonance (in them, or in the field between you and them) that hasn’t been “worked out” yet, like a knot on a rope. Nothing wrong with me, nothing wrong with them. It’s just energy finding its way through the world as best it can.
She invited me to practise, “Rose, will you help me?”
“No,” she says. I keep my heart open, “OK!”.
“Rose, will you help me?” “No!” she says, again, smiling. “OK!”.
It feels good, it feels really good. It feels open, relaxed, right.
Thank you so much for your teaching today rose, I appreciate it.
You’re welcome! She laughs, and disappears into the aether as a wisp of pink energy.
~ Jen Holmes
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